hello people . ((:
i'm back from the party man .
tired lah . it was SOOO boring can . -.-
i was even FORCED to go by my dad cos he say it's unrespectful ?
lol . anyways , whatev .
yeah , i just ate like one third of my food ?
come on lah , are you seriously interested in eating Indian food that you dont know ?
for me - not interested .
my and my aunt just sat there , talking .
then went back to my house to change .
i wear this shirt that i bought in England .
it's low cut , but doesn't show anything off .
but i rather wear a shirt instead . dalaney(friend) came with .
i wasn't in the best mood .
earlier , with monkey , got a bit moody .
thanks to my thoughts . i mean it effected me a lot .
i dont feel like telling him either .
i mean what if my thought were right ?
what if one day it will happen ?
what will happen to me ?
calling up my clique , crying hard on the phone again ?
but with a different problem .
sigh , i donno lah .
sometimes , i get the feeling that maybe being her girlf isn't the best idea .
please , i'm not your third party .
dont tell me that i'm the second one in your mind & heart ,
if being with me was just for show or a lie ,
then say it , seriously .
say it to my face .
i'm not a doll that you can take and play with .
if you have feelings for someone else , then say so , please .
dont hurt me any longer by going behind me .
so , went back to harriet's house .
it was so boring so went to 7-11 buy drink .
had a robbery by an old man . felt sorry for him .
then Paul Twohill came in .
he still rmbs me . it's amazing .
thought he would forget .
then with him , was my p4 crush .
i was like "OHMYGODDD !! DAMMNNNN PAISEH !! cover me NOW !!"
but , he still saw cos harriet just stare me like idiot -.-
talked with them for a while then took pic with Paul .
(oh , i know them through me sister . my sis ex-boyf were their friend .)
then i was high again , cos sunny(friend) damn funny .
i thought he was gay lah can .
then a gand of boys (like paikia leh) keep looking at me .
come on lah , nvr seen a girl hyper active before ah ???
if no , then too bad .
so , went back to harriet's house , again .
but stayed downstairs her blk .
talked with dalaney . planning to go out with her .
but , donno when .
only know we going bugis .
after that , went upstairs . she had to leave .
i stayed a bit longer cos my dad kept drinking . sigh .
asked monkey call , but he playing dota . so , nvrm .
sat at the staircase , more windy .
sunny(friend) took a pic of me - without me knowing .
he said i looked damn emo :/
i mean , who wouldnt ?
i was dying from sian-sation can .
but it was nice ((:
shortly after , went home (FINALLY!!!!!)
then called my grandma from England .
she might be coming here .
and she coming here by business class - lucky hor !!
but she's old , so cant blame her .
when reached home , was bored , so cam whored a bit .
when i get my anti-virus thingy back ,
will download photoscap .
then edit ((:
but , for now , i can only give you plan ones ((:
well , im ending here . it's getting late . ((:
till than :D