yo , people ! :Dsorry i damn long never post .i haven't touch the computer for ages ! today , went out with tania lam . we went to look for a job .and ended up empty handed ):my daddy suddenly allow ! ahaha :Dstupid hor , he . tsk .
holidays are ... miserable .now chatting with my darling meng hui .miss her like crazy ! i want to go outting with clique siah .but all of them working now :/i think , if i dont go out more , I'M GROW FAT , FAT , FAT !sigh , i've been reading a lot in the holidays .can't blame me , i'm borrrreeeddd .i cant wait for the movie Twilight to show in Singapore . my mom's WORSE . hmph , too excited .
anyways , i must must must do something in the holidays .ltr next year , i grew so fat that i must use safety pin to hold it up lahhh .uh , irriating -.-also no one to pei me going jogging .aunty complaining that she wont catch up with me .
i want a clique outting !! ):sigh , i feel like cutting my hair manszx .but , i want superbly long hair also -.-so , must control . control the unwanted-ness of short hair .very tempting lah !! sigh , i hate myself & i've got my reasons to .
omg , my dad is taking me to a face doctor -.-he say my face getting bad to worse :/i guess he's right ?going soon . hmph , ltr nvr work .i laugh at him ah .but my sis went and her face improved A LOT .so , he has my trust . ((:
me and my aunt have recently decorated the house for Chirstmas .yes , people . i'm staying here in Singapore for Chirstmas .how boring . but , i guess it's good ?asking daddy to go buy chirstmas tree ((:hopefully got presents this year . sigh , so sick of staying in Singapore .it feels like half of me doesn't belong here .sigh , i donno lah .guess i'm just crapping .or missed feelings .i donno lah , i just want to go and see my sister ..sigh ..not in the mood no more .
god , tell me that i belong somewhere .
at least let me see my sister .
i've haven't seen her for 2 years ..
at least let me see my grandmama .
i've haven't seen her for 4 years ..
sigh , let's just hope for a change .
ahem .
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